Ugh

Hit 'n run on my car today. Can't drive it. Screw the human race.

Ghost

I am being left out of everything. Plans are being made all around me and I am in none of them. People are hanging out all over the place and I'm not with them. I'm losing people right in front of me. Chris and I are fighting already, he hasn't even been gone a day. I'm tired but I can't sleep. I just want to hibernate.

Spring break - day something

I have failed at updating every day of spring break. I don't remember what I've done anymore. Loyola was suppose to call me Wednesday or Thursday and here it is Friday and I still haven't heard from them. Last night I went to Fridays with Lindsay, Jason, Rob, Dan, Jess and Mark. I made the table uneven and felt far away from everyone. They all have this cute nickname for senior week this year and all these fun plans. It's Friday so Chris should come home today and I'm grateful for that. We fell asleep with our Skype videos still on so I can see him sleeping right now. It's so cute (even though it's creepy too). This weekend is the last bit of my spring break so I'm going to make it worth it.

Spring break - day 7 & 8

I'm starting to feel very very sick and I'm starting to believe I'm insane. My hypochondria and paranoia is eventually going to ruin everything and I just want to change that but I can't seem to do anything to calm down. I'm starting to really worry because I keep vomiting and every smell that enters my nose makes my stomach turn. I decided I'm going to lose 10 pounds in one month and I want to do it the right way this time. I'm going to make a chart of food to eat everyday and stick to it. Chris texted me saying "cya when i get out of class." Obviously, I know that's impossible but all I can think of is "DID HE SEND THAT TO THE WRONG GIRL!?" Told you, hypochondria and paranoia. I'm going to be our relationship's demise. Ugh, kill me.

Spring break - day 6

Today was wonderful. Mom and I went prom dress shopping and I found the perfect dress. Afterwards, I went out to sushi with Eric and ate $45 in sushi, asian pancakes and deep fried ice cream. It was so delicious. Now I'm going to get the best night of sleep ever, goodnight.

I'd just like to say I really enjoy being asked to hang out but never being told what we're actually doing. Next time I'll call you asking to hang out then go out with all my other friends and not tell you about it.

Happy Easter

or as Justin would call it, Happy "Birth of Jesus Day"... I swear that kid has no brain, ahahaha.

I hope everyone has a happy Easter and enjoys time with their family and loved ones (:

Spring break - day 4

Day 4 was pretty good. I woke up so early and waited for Chris to wake up. We ate Noodles for breakfast and then laid around, loved on eachother and had good times. Then we went to Hibachi Grill and ate our weight in food with his cousins and their friends. Now we're sitting around and Chris' tummy is hurting so bad. We should be at game night with the gang but Chris' tummy keeps moaning and groaning and I'm scared he'll puke/poop in my car D: aha, but seriously, not even a joke. So far spring break is really great.

Can't steal happiness (: